✦．「 can one determine whether the dream is real? 」
there is always a moment in which the dream feels more real than reality. some might not want to wake up from it, for within a dream, one can be whoever they want, do whatever they wish. they can be with old lovers, the dearly departed, an enemy, a friend. no stone can go unturned, not in the face of a dream. it is intimate to share one's deepest desires with another. those desires can never be hidden, not in that liminal space.
character tw : body horror, death, descriptions of gore, emotional abuse, manipulation. there is nothing overtly triggering in this carrd, however, trigger points will be marked with the following indicator: ◎
✦．O1「 do. 」
✦．do feel free to walk up and interact with qahmi'ra.
✦．do ask to join if the mun is engaged with another person.
✦．do let the mun know what kind of roleplay you'd like with him.
✦．O2「 don't. 」
✦．don't be sexually strange towards qahmi'ra. he will not take kindly to it.
✦．don't force connection. he will wander where they see fit.
✦．don't try to get a rise out of him. it is intentionally difficult to do so.
✦．O3「 dni. 」
✦．dni if you are not a fan of prose, bordering on purple. the mun will tone it down if you ask, however.
✦．dni if you only want erp out of qahmi'ra.
✦．dni if you will only befriend me for art / music / gposes.
✦．O4「 manners. 」
under no circumstances do i tolerate folk being a dickhead. how i describe one as such would include the following: transphobic, homophobic, misogynistic, misandry, racism, ableist and any other forms of bigotry. those that treat others with kindness and respect will gain that in return. i don't deal with folk that don't, to either the mun or the character themselves.
✦．O5「 communication. 」
i am a very quiet individual but will always, always communicate when i cannot or can do something. likewise, i will communicate whether something makes me uncomfortable or not. i, especially, expect the same out of those that want to roleplay with qahmi'ra. the moment you hit me with something that could have been solved from a talk, i will not be entertaining it.
✦．O6「 conflict. 」
i will generally not put qahmi'ra in any form of conflict unless it is discussed ooc. it can be stressful for the mun if they aren't entirely ready to roleplay that sort of thing. any poking or prodding at qahmi'ra will be met with nonchalance and perhaps some light confusion.
✦．O7「 shipping. 」
good luck he is not easy to romance and that is intentional. he has a lot of trauma with emotional connections and relationships. erp is easier but there must be an established connection and story to go with it.
dreamwalker ⸺
⸙ QAHMI’RA MHAATSE
CORE ⸙
✦．ㅤnameㅤ qahmir’ra mhaatse.
✦．ㅤmonikerㅤ dreamwalker.
✦．ㅤageㅤ twenty-nine.
✦．ㅤpronounsㅤ he / him.
✦．ㅤraceㅤ keeper miqo’te.
✦．ㅤsexualityㅤ pansexual demiromantic.
✦．ㅤoriginㅤ the black shroud.
✦．ㅤlocationㅤ the black shroud.
✦．ㅤdisciplinesㅤ alc, cnj.
HE HAS ALWAYS BEEN SO WELL-MANNERED. A LONER. he lets himself fall into the dreamscape, lets himself sit amongst clouds. take his waking moments. he is to believe that the truth lies in sleep. he knows the hearts of others, he soothes and cares for others. to divine and warn. another story etched in dirt and stone. he is the sky, the clouds, the stars, the galaxy — EVER ETERNAL.
✦．ㅤlanguagesㅤ common, gelmorran, huntspeak.
✦．ㅤstatusㅤ alive, single.
✦．ㅤaffiliationsㅤ clan mhaatse, the silent order.
✦．ㅤoccupationㅤ oneiromancer / perfumer.
✦．ㅤalignmentㅤ true neutral.
✦．ㅤmbtiㅤ tba.
✦．ㅤvoiceㅤ his voice is deeper, breathy. he speaks with a softness that might suggest he has no bite to him. he speaks like a maternal figure.
DETAILS ⸙
✦．ㅤeye colorㅤ hues are akin to topaz, glowing in the night. it is easy to tell precisely where he rests.
✦．ㅤhair colorㅤ jet black streaks in his hair.
✦．ㅤmarkings / tattoosㅤ black to skintone fade that rests on his forehead. a moon decal sits on his head. wispy markings sit on his body.
✦．ㅤheightㅤ tba.
✦．ㅤbuildㅤ athletic.
✦．ㅤscarsㅤ none known.
✦．ㅤaether signatureㅤ a wispy, grey thing, like mist. it shrouds them, makes them unseen.
✦．ㅤscentㅤ vanilla, sandalwood, flora and petrichor. simply nature at its very core.
✦．ㅤlikesㅤ music, singing, dreamwalking, sitting under the stars, dancing, carving wood.
✦．ㅤdislikesㅤ loud sounds, being touched, violent dreams / nightmares.
✦．ㅤhobbiesㅤ meditation, baking, storytelling, singing.
✦．ㅤservicesㅤ herbalism, rituals, dreamweaving, conjury.✦．ㅤadditional infoㅤ tba.
come close ⸺
⸙ WHISPERS
forest-born.「 common 」
it isn't uncommon to find qahmi'ra wandering in the black shroud, though typically one might find him in odd places. the man will either be weaving, meditating, cooking or sleeping. always with the notion that there will be stars above him. he is more active at night, for in the daytime, he will generally be dreaming or daydreaming away.
dreamweaver.「 common. 」
it is very possible for someone to see him in a dream; some actively choose to seek him out to drive away nightmares or heal their wounds through dreams. some might want physical or emotional affection by way of dreams. to this, he is more than willing to provide, but one must ask and one must give a gift of some kind. something from the heart.
◎ from behind.「 uncommon 」
one might know that he becomes hostile, incredibly so, when he is approached from behind, when he is touched. one so soft-spoken becomes a man with a bite and such a man might not back down until he knows it is safe. perhaps one ought to ask why he gets so jumpy. perhaps in a dream, he might show one.
◎ connection「 rare. 」
he might shy away from making friends, he might shy away from talking of himself. if one has known him for a while, or known of him, they would know that he used to travel with another person. all one needs to know now is that he is alone and they are nowhere to be seen. he is kind, of course, but he is flighty when it comes to connection.
◎ the dark「 rare. 」
there was a time in which qahmi'ra did not use this oneiromancy for the simple sake of helping others. the way he was taught was used to weaponize the gift. he has the great potential of helping. of harming all the same. dreams, nightmares. they are all the same, are they not?
branches sing ⸺
⸙ RELATIONSHIPS
✦ WYNN ✦
「 acquaintance 」
a memory found, he took more than he gave. he must yet bear a gift when he finds that there are no more troubles in his dreams. peck, peck, no more.
✦ ONEI'A ✦
「 stranger. 」
wise, wolfish. better to speak in dreams amongst dreams where there is certainty in vulnerability. truth comes in dreams; wary. intrigue.
✦ ACHERON ✦
「 stranger. 」
caretaker to wren; responsibility weighs heavily upon this soul. taking care of others, not quite taking care of himself. bask in the moon, let skin glow.
✦ WREN ✦
「 stranger. 」
scared thing, worried thing; a life given by an elder of which i know not. nightmares ought not plague thee further than they must. i am called to help. so i shall.
✦ RASHNE ✦
「 stranger. 」
never sunderer of souls, just simply a guide. death surrounded but he is not one who rots, not one to savour the decay. there is much to learn, i find.
✦ MIHN'LI✦
「 acquaintance 」
he of many troubles, he of strife. may we find ourselves in a dream; only to know ourselves. he, mihn'li, one who is unknown to himself, a pact is made.